Laid it down...

...And left it all behind, we were blind...

Go on ahead and let it fade away
No looking back you know the past will stay
It's you and me, we could get out of here
Jump in and go and we could drive for years
We could feel alive...
Here we are, here we are
Windows down, we see a falling star
Stop the car, wait for nothing but our bleeding hearts, going far
So feel the air, feel the air
Take a map and point to anywhere, I don't care
Fingers through your hair, the sky I've seen, blue and green. 

...Driving away, leaving it all behind...

::Sometimes I dream of just driving away...

This has been on my mind a lot lately.

I think it all comes down to fear.

:FEAR

is an emotional response to a perceived threat. It is a basic survival mechanism occurring in response to a specific stimulas, such as pain or the threat of danger. This set also includes such emotions as joy, sadness, and anger. Fear should be distinguished from the related emotional state of anxiety, which typically occurs without any external threat. Additionally, fear is related to the specific behaviors of escape and avoidance, whereas anxiety is the result

of threats which are perceived to be uncontrollable or unavoidable.  

Worth noting is that fear almost always relates to future events, such as worsening of a situation, or continuation of a situation that is unacceptable. Fear could also be an instant reaction, to something presently happening.

What are some things that I fear in my life?
Being a good wife.
Being a good friend.
Loving.
Fitting in.
Body image and self asteem.
Being a good mom (one day).
Life.
God.
Being able to conquer my disease.
Being faithful always.



:Now the question I have to ask myself is how do I let this great fear go?




I Never Said That I Was Brave